When is It Going to Be My Time?

Frustration
With my lack of education
When it comes to dating
Ceased elevation
I continue to regress
When is it going to be my time
When will I find happiness
Hesitation
With my career’s gravitation
Lack of motivation
Blemished determination
Fear of rejection causes me to digress
When’s it going to be my time
When will I find success
Issues
Past hurts and scarred tissues
Try taking a scroll in my shoes
Constantly judged and misconstrued
Resentment causes me to have the blues
When is it going to be my time
I thought I paid all my dues
Hoping
To mend all that is broken
For doors to finally open
No more grunting and groping
Does a life of bliss exist
When is it going to be my time
When will I find a purpose
I pray
For a happy ending one day
Restitution for all the dues I paid
A blessing for the foundations I laid
For healing to come my way
I pray for a peace of mind
Lord when is it going to be my time